Watchers 7
Kracka19874
Canis135
SpeedlineTheHedgefox
CrimsonHunter
amaris11388
lekabr
Omnitelik
nebezial
NovaEden
sigeel
Stjepan-Sejic
SyrianaDeschain
WildSpiritWolf
WordOfChen
Kracka19874
missmonster
SpeedlineTheHedgefox
Belial-Volta
Canis135
Raziel-chan
CrimsonHunter
Goldenwolf
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Favourites
- United States
- Deviant for 13 years
- She / Her
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My Bio
Gender: Female
Favourite genre of music: all except country
I'm an avid reader and I occasionally write or doodle. If you want to get to know me, just ask.
I'm hearing a voice I'd known a couple of light-years ago, heading straight for a fall.
Favourite genre of music: all except country
I'm an avid reader and I occasionally write or doodle. If you want to get to know me, just ask.
I'm hearing a voice I'd known a couple of light-years ago, heading straight for a fall.
Favourite Visual Artist
Goldenwolf, Dark Natasha
Favourite Movies
Ginger Snaps, Underworld, Interview with the Vampire
Favourite TV Shows
American Horror Story, Soul Eater
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Unkle, Pendulum, Cradle of Filth, Otep, Adele
Favourite Books
The Princess Bride, The Witcher
Favourite Writers
Charles de Lint, Ann Rice
Favourite Games
The Witcher, Left 4 Dead, Assassin's Creed, Bioshock
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC, XBox 360, PS3
Tools of the Trade
pencil, charcoal, acryllic/oil
Other Interests
reading, writing, drawing, swimming, music
Nerves
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I'm really nervous right now... This is going to be my first day of therapy. I have no idea how this is going to go, but given how I am at talking to anyone face-to-face about my problems, much less to a complete stranger I've never met before, I'm a bundle of nerves right now. I just hope this goes well, and that going to these therapy appointments actually helps, somehow...I'll probably post an update later saying how it went and such.
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Why?
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I've hurt a number of people lately, both online and offline...and some of those people hate me for it. I can understand their reasons, and I don't deserve for them to give me the time of day...but for some reason I can't stop hoping to somehow make up for everything I've done. That somehow, they'll be willing to give me another chance to make things right, to be the friend I used to be once before, or even better. No matter how hopeless that seems I keep hoping for it every day, no matter how much they loathe me and want me to just go away I'm somehow dumb enough to think that maybe things will get better...
...I don't know why I keep tryin
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Dear Void
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Sometimes I wonder if my depression will ever go away... I've had it for as long as I can remember, it's just been growing steadily worse over the years. It used to be something I could push away easily, and not even give it a second thought. Now? It consumes me, and even my own thoughts are against me. Sometimes, as bad as they become, I wonder if I'm borderline schizophrenic, as my thoughts will be reminding me of things in third person...things I've done, things I've said, and things that have been done or said to me. Last night while I was at work they were doing this...they wouldn't shut up until I cut my leg a few times, and even then t
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YAR! I know ye! *glomp* Thanks for the watch! I stalk you back. XD
*Is glomped! Flails!!* That's what the internet is for, isn't it? XD Nice pics, by the way!
Indeed XDD And thankies!
Hallo's
Heh, hey there, wolf ^.^
Oh no this is the real Canis I swear, I learned to use computers and stuff! I'll kill you if I get the chance don't worry..